Zenith

@Zenith@tech.lgbt

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Zenith, to random

I was so desperate for my suffering to be over I didn't know I would cause untold more.

I am having a hard time moving forward. I know I need to live with myself and what I've done but it is really hard...

Zenith, to random

Hello.

I have exhausted all resources I have access to. I cannot secure pernament housing, an RV, or any kind of temporary housing. Therefor I am going to become homeless again. I am going to be evicted in 5 days. Please consider donating to me to keep me alive. I need food for this week, followed by hotel money for a week, followed by money for food for the following weeks. Just playing it by ear.

If you are in the Greensboro NC area and would house myself and my girlfriend, please DM me.

If you attempt to give me resources for the state or the homeless or the disabled I will block you.

https://ko-fi.com/goddesszenith

$ZTG05

lustlion, to random

heonian

Zenith,

@lustlion vabuian

Zenith, to random

I deserve to live.

The world is- currently -a cruel place, and while that is not okay it is also okay in that I accept it can be better.

I remember that I am working towards a better future with everyone, and I suffer alongside them.

And while my own survival is as equal parts what I do as what others do, I choose to validate myself:

  • I choose to acknowledge my own pain
  • I choose to allow myself to cope in the ways that make sense to me
  • I choose to allow myself to redevelop in the ways that better serve me, and let other people's actions be my guide
  • I choose to be steadfast in my belief in basic dignity, and that the solution for my situation is not necessarily cosmic, but simply has to be for me to survive.
  • I choose to continue to work for a future I believe is better anyways, no matter what happens to me... because it is good and worth fighting for.:heart_pride:​
Zenith, to KindActions

So Harmony, my partner, moved in with me about a week ago to escape her abusive boyfriend. At this time, she and I are in danger, and we need to flee our residence. She will be without her vehicle shortly here, and we need the RV immediately.

Getting the police involved is NOT an option, I am mixed indigenous and my other partner is black. We do NOT get the police involved. Instead of referring us to domestic violence resources or state resources, please instead give us money or boost. We are trying to help ourselves.

($440 / $1400)

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/ZackTheGreat

cashapp: $ZTG05

ko-fi:
https://ko-fi.com/goddesszenith

#mutualaid #MutualAidRequest #MutualAidNetwork #DisabledCrowdFund #TransCrowdFund

volpeon, to random

Mastodon test: ​:neofox_hug:​ ​:neofox_snuggle:​

Zenith,

@volpeon I need them on my home instance stat 😭

Zenith, to random

Hello! I would like to remind everyone that I am taking Commissions, am looking for work, and sell things at my shop.

I would like to stay stable insead of going unstable and asking for help again, so it would be very nice if you would consider supporting an at-risk disabled autistic trans non-binary divinekin therian :blobfoxpleading: :heart_pride:

https://linktr.ee/zeniththereborn

Zenith, to Furry

request: I'm looking to get a small, piece of art done for myself. I want myself rendered with the pride flag. Something small, colored, rough, low effort.

People of color, people with disabilities, neurodivergent people, people of minority genders, and people of minority cultures and ethnicities are encouraged to apply and will be prioritized.

People who are hard on money and are currently doing commissions for work should especially apply.

Reply only to this thread. Boost please.

Zenith, to random

Do you think that there's a way that I can ask the universe for one month of housing somewhere?

PsyChuan, to random
Zenith,

@GustavinoBevilacqua @PsyChuan This exactly. Every act to the contrary and against oppressive and unjust systems and masters, no matter how small those actions may seem, are in and of themselves acts of revolution.

I hope this sheds light on why I fight so hard for the dignity of others, even though I have little to nothing to give and how much on the brink I am constantly. I know how much power I have, how much I have to give.

Never forget your power. :Fire_Pride: ✊

aeva, (edited ) to random
@aeva@mastodon.gamedev.place avatar

#poll there's a bug! what do you do?

Zenith,

@aeva I mew AND bap! :v_cat:

Zenith,

@aeva Action points, my old nemesis :blobcat_thisisfine:

Zenith, to random

I wonder if the spell I cast it is actually going to have an effect?

Next time I wake up I suppose we'll find out.

👁️🌅

Can I actually wish myself away from harm? Will the gods now who have given me something new, allow me to have what I need so that way I can continue my work? And actually help people instead of thinking about where my next meal is going to come from, where my roof is going to be in one month.

We will see. But for now I am excited for the journey no matter what.

Zenith,

For it's never really been up to us in all of our magic and affordance.

We are all dependent on one another. Whether or not I continue this human vessel life on Earth will depend on the kindness of others and allowing me to live not just as one time donations but as a constant giving.

The simplest magic is just to give money sometimes.

Zenith, to random

Suicide jokes are NOT OK.

Get a grip on some concept of empathy even if you have to construct it, and quit it.

Zenith, to random

Be the Orca you wish to see in the world.

Zenith, to random

Nothing else matters but the fight to survive for as long as I can, but every stroke of my heart is committed to others.

I will not rest, ever again.

Zenith,

@kkarhan There is no care to give the self in light of being divinititly crushed under a system.

The only care I can give to myself is the barest of minimums. All the whispers of "I wish. I wish. I wish." spur me to act only in those of others that can be saved yet, and not in myself who cannot.

Zenith,

@kkarhan There is no enlightenment to seek, I am not seeking anything higher, I am simply looking ahead and acting in that. Sustenance will be had, rest assure. If I stop moving it will be work, for I will just be charging up for my next go.

Zenith,

@kkarhan Depends on how you look at it. 😊

reina, to random

Hi, I'm chronically online. How are you?

Zenith,

@reina I'm Chronically Misfortuned, I am feeling lovingly ruinous :Fire_Pride:

Zenith, to random

Update on the eviction notice:

We have been given one month to fuck off or the police will fuck with us.

Would appreciate donations at this time as we figure out our next move. Gotta figure out where to live and might have to hop through hotels again.

Just happy for the time I have.

https://ko-fi.com/goddesszenith

#TransCrowdFund #mutualaid #MutualAidRequest

dragfyre, (edited ) to random
@dragfyre@mastodon.sandwich.net avatar

Question for black women, indigenous women, or women of other marginalized identities who've used #Pinterest: Is your experience of Pinterest overall positive, negative, or somewhere in between? Have you ever felt targeted for harrassment or other forms of harm while using it?

Please feel free to answer in direct messages if you prefer.

#boostsWelcome

Zenith,

@dragfyre extremely negative, banned twice immediately upon joining. Targeted by meta because of my work (sex work)

Zenith, to random

Hello, I am posting on behalf of the System of Goddess Zenith. This is in regards to horny.house:

For those that don't know I had an account there as my Facet of Depravity which was one of my Sex Working accounts.

On the site I was given the ability to moderate. I had been away from doing so for a while due to personal matters (with being unnhomed due to police violence, then having to move cross country, it has been a lot...), and while no time has ever been a good time for me to moderate for me, I eventually found time.

Yesterday at about midnight, 6/2/2023 EST I returned to moderating. Many reports were found leveraged against one user named LL. I agreed with user reports on the fundamentals of the matter and suspended the account.

At 11:33 AM EST I received a DM from the admin that they reversed my decision because they saw nothing wrong, but they suspended a domain (shota.house).

In that, I have decided to step down from horny.house.

Zenith,

@kkarhan @rox oh yes no it was there I read all the reports I was your moderator.

And I will be happy to explain that of course it's not there and that you don't want it to be found it's illegal to attain and retain.

But I will simply tell you that I will always act in defense of other people even if No One believes me because it's the right thing to do.

I have learned that evidence is that constructed of the Masters to oppress the oppressed.

Because who has the evidence it is you and you don't want to be caught.

So I will not give any evidence and I will simply allow people to believe me because that is how it works in non-white circles.

Zenith,

@kkarhan @rox feel free to make your own decisions but that is why I made this post because you are not the only person that exists you are not a monolith.

And I know there are plenty of people who will act because they believe me.

Even when evidence is destroyed or missing.

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