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cross-posted from: hexbear.net/post/2654647...

I’m fucking crying right now because nothing fucking works. I hate my fucking life.

You are looking at a very rare car. Toyota only made this all wheel dive vehicle for about 5 years. It treated me very well for the many years I drove it but it has sat idle for a few years and need to make room in my driveway (and I had plans to restore it) She was running fine when I was driving it, except towards the end when...

I am not hallucinating. Holy shit what the fucking balls dude.

I can’t take this shit. And everyone who tries to tell me my life is worth living is only prolonging and worsening this pain I live in. I wish it would fucking stop.

Also Creamsicle wants guitar lessons!...

I’m too embarrassed of myself to actually check but I am pretty darn sure that I’ve been sent, cumulatively over the however many months I’ve been panhandling here, over a thousand dollars, and it’s all just gone to stupid shit. I could’ve saved at least some of that and bought a fucking van already, and gotten my...

What happens when someone is chronically off and on starving for months, constantly stressed, and then all of the sudden you give them $300 for groceries? They buy sushi and iced tea and strawberries and other dumb shit and blow it in a week....

This is Gregory....

Let’s see uhh vague rough draft list:...

I have an iPhone 12 Mini which someone gave me probably a year ago now. The other day someone asked to borrow it, then started twacking out and ditched me....

I haven’t eaten today or yesterday. I wish this would stop happening. I hate being alive....

I put off the food stamps thing, again, because I didn’t sleep well and felt like shit. I’d be in this same boat anyways if I had gotten them fixed, because my food stamps renew on the 2nd....

You may have seen my posts about this person I used to be friends with—I wish I could tell you their name, because it’s such a cool name, but alas, they will always be, to you, the person who won’t talk to me anymore, my ex-friend, or them....

I often forget that with one exception I have never, ever, ever been happy with another living thing in the room. I hate speaking—I wish I had been born mute because the anxiety that’s been tied around my neck as long as I can remember makes everything come out wrong. I wish I hadn’t been Narcan’d. When I finally fucking...

I’m having a pretty fucked off day. Barely ate yesterday, barely ate today. I would probably have my food stamps back in pocket if I didn’t have to babysit a sick friend yesterday (I hate when people tell me I’m not responsible for others’ stupid shit, because I know that—I nail myself to my own cross, I care about...

Yesterday I ate like…an orange. This really fucking sucks....

Also Creamsicle absolute fucking lost it—in a good way—when whoever you are sent that $5 specifically for him. He bought an orange Fanta....

TW for suicide, and drugs....

I’m not skeptical per se. I’ve just been propagandized so fucking much—I grew up watching those propagandocumentaries on the National Geographic Channel about the DPRK, etc., fr that was what I watched instead of cartoons lol....

Last year someone gave me a pair of Sennheiser headphones—dead ass gave them to me. I was ballin’. I got to be a homeless person with an iPhone 12 and a pair of Sennheisers. And then my idiot friend set off a series of unfortunate events that resulted in the loss of my headphones, along with everything else I owned at the...

They’re from Portland, Oregon you can’t make this shit up lol....

Yesterday I dead ass took a seroquel and went back to sleep after only about an hour and a half of being awake. Today I spoke to nobody except one of the annoying tweaker friends who woke me up. I’m slipping back into having mush brain because I’m once again not eating enough. It’s like fucking Flowers For Algernon but...

I’m kinda fucking embarrassed by how every other post here is by me, but I’m starving so idk....