SabiLewSounds, 8 days ago to mastodon

Good morning #Mastodon it's mother's day

You could help my #elderly mother, my ESA and myself stay housed today - my mother growing up was the only person who truly looked after me

She deserves dignity and shelter in her last days; we were already evicted from the home in which she was finally starting to feel safe

Please help by sharing or donating

www.paypal.com/pools/c/93FsjJkzRs

#urgent #MutualAidRequest #SupportDisabledArtists #traumaSurvivor #cptsd #poverty

SabiLewSounds, 21 days ago to KindActions

1 hr left to raise $800

$715 needed to keep my family off the streets

https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/93FsjJkzRs

#urgent
#MutualAid
#MutualAidRequest
#SupportDisabledArtists
#Poverty kills

SabiLewSounds, 25 days ago to mastodon

Hi #Mastodon still trying to raise funds to survive another week and keep our car (our only home if we can't stay in the hotel)

No new funds have come in, in the last two days

Please help by sharing or donating thank you

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAwareness
#MutualAid

image/png
image/png

SabiLewSounds, 1 month ago to random

Two year adoption anniversary today

I'm in so much pain right now, I miss sitting on the couch after dinner & feeling my bunny's warmth on my side as he slept next to me. I miss seeing him run & jump & play as his space gets smaller & smaller

Just praying for a miracle because I want to see my #EmotionalSupportBunny happy & healthy & with Mom and I forever

I feel no hope right now, just deeper & deeper despair

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists

SabiLewSounds, 1 month ago to random

We managed to get enough to stay this week

Need help to stay yet another

Total stay that I booked (til May 30th) would be $5k

https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/93fjlSvQr2

This fundraiser link will expire today I think...

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#CPTSD
#SupportDisabledArtists
#indigenousArtist
#EmotionalSupportBunny

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to mastodon

Hi #Mastodon

Trying to recoop after getting triggered last night from something completely insignificant

To my #CPTSD it was the end of the world and I just collapsed mentally hyperly aware of how ridiculous it would look to anyone else not feeling what my nervous system was feeling

This is my life as a #TraumaSurvivor and today I'm paying for it with 11/10 physical pain

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

Lost a night of work I can do which just added to my despair and lack of self compassion

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to KindActions

#Urgent need for #MutualAid

Facing eviction due to #Disability and lack of income

$1540/$3840 Raised

I'm a disabled business owner and full-time caretaker for my elderly mother and creation is my sole income

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

Need to buy food soon and that will take from our total

#Poverty sucks
#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#DisabilityPride
#MutualAidRequest

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to mastodon

I low key love that my #Mastodon seems to blow up whenever I end up ranting about something 🤣

That being said

I'm still in need of help!!!

$2330 needed to save my #disabled family from #eviction

Anything makes a difference between Mom and I on the street and losing my #EmotionalSupportBunny

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealth
#DisabilityPride
#MutualAid

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to random

This video kinda explains my #CPTSD and sorta what I deal with daily as a #TraumaSurvivor

https://youtu.be/xyy2LPQJz-I?si=2HUZ0r5n6UzFC52n

My mind and body are constantly under siege of the marks left on my nervous system

More in next hoot

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to random

Tried to stream last night with a friend, my PC couldn't handle it 😅

$2280 left to meet our goal of $3840 to save my family from #eviction

Anything makes a difference between Mom and I ending up on the street

This is an #urgent #MutualAidRequest
I've been too unwell to do much of anything

Creation is my sole income

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

#Poverty sucks

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to free

News Flash I'm still dying slowly from #poverty and shares are still #free and #effortless

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

I need help getting well enough to do work within my capacity and help finding that work too

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin
#MutualAid
#CommissionsOpen
#KofiCreator
#MastoArt

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to KindActions

#Poverty sucks

Late fees applied
$3840 Due Immediately
$1400 raised

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me

#LinkTree in my bio

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin
#MutualAid

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to mastodon

Hi #Mastodon still in need of help

#migraine pain is finally 9.5/10 instead of 15/10 but I'm still far from keeping my home

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin
#MutualAid

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to KindActions

Wishing I wasn't feeling so much despair

$1030 Needed to Cover February Rent
In less than 24 hrs I will have to also pay March rent $1800 + legal fees

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin
#MutualAid

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to KindActions

Update on my #MutualAid

$1010 still needed to cover February Rent

$1800 more for March Rent and idk how much in legal fees yet

Also $330 for my car payment is due soon

Thankful for the help of sharing my #KofiPage and the PayPal fundraiser and the tips etc

Trying to cling to hope - so many boots from the #fediverse in just the last 24 hrs has been breaths of fresh air

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#SupportDisabledArtists

SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago to KindActions

Still in need of urgent #MutualAid

I've not been able to pay February rent and we're less than a week away from March Rent being due

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

#KofiCreator
#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 3 months ago to random

I'm missing my #EmotionalSupportBunny Dalilah so much this morning

When I lost her I also lost my mom

Dalilah was my mom's only companion when I was out working 13-14 hrs a day, a bulk of that was travel on 3-4 buses

From 2015-2021 Mom only had Dalilah to talk with and she gave her so much joy and warmth

Mom's not been the same since we had to say goodbye 03.11.22 Mom knew my bun was sick but didn't understand she wasn't going to wake up again that afternoon until it happened...

Gray bunny laying on her side in front of a wooden box toy on a fluffy lilac blanket eating hay from a lime green plastic bowl in front of a large sliding glass door

SabiLewSounds, 3 months ago to KindActions

Help my family stay housed and safe and fed

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin
#MutualAid

SabiLewSounds, 3 months ago to KindActions

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me

I'm terrified of retraumatizing my #EmotionalSupportBunny he's a rescue and has been through many homes already some which physically hurt him

Help my family stay housed and safe and fed

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin
#MutualAid

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 3 months ago to KindActions

I remember being able to work

I remember it destroyed my mental health more than what I had because of my childhood

How I wish I weren't this way

How I wish the work I do now could be valued

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

#Poverty sucks

#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin
#MutualAid

SabiLewSounds, 3 months ago to mastodon

Good evening #Mastodon not sleeping well, weird dreams nightmares and stuck in bed well into evening hours

I don't know what the future holds so it makes it hard to hope or plan or care about my work

I'm trying

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me etc

#KofiCreator
#SabiLewSounds
#traumasurvivor
#fempreneur
#cptsd
#SupportDisabledArtists
#MentalHealthAdvocate
#MentalHealthAwareness
#DisabilityPride
#lightWithin
#MutualAid

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/91zCeGSl34

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 3 months ago to random

Music stream last night was fun but I was mostly just ignoring the #despair and trying to smile for everyone

I'm still in need of support

Please help by sharing or tipping or commissioning me

Rent is PAST DUE - Eviction process has started

Read a brief story here: https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/91zCeGSl34

Give me work or commit to monthly support here:
https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

Long story of my on going housing crisis here: https://gofund.me/e307bab7

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 3 months ago to random

I'm a #traumaSurvivor suffering from CPTSD and Scoliosis amoung some other things

My #EmotionalSupportBunny helps me emotionally regulate and helps me wake up everyday

Lately knowing I will have to surrender him to a shelter if I lose my home because my local rescue hasn't responded to me in months is devastating

Letting him die in a car with no AC once I lose my home isn't a loving nor kind option - that's abuse and neglect for selfish reasons

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

video/mp4

SabiLewSounds, 3 months ago to random

It's #humpDay everyone that means a new video from me and a music stream tonight on #RadioFreeFedi

Are you ready!?

My video last week (still in my #Linktree btw https://linktr.ee/sabilewsounds) didn't get much love

I'm hoping this week is different - also hoping to some day get that YT monetized so sub if you haven't already

In the meantime we have less than a day to raise rent and I'm really far from the goal

https://ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds

https://www.paypal.com/pools/c/91zCeGSl34