Went for a pedi and asked for black nail polish. Today I released, while in the sun, that is actually just very dark blue. There goes my Goth street cred.
I just removed the equivalent of two full size dogs worth of dog hair from my printer.
I don't use the printer much and it stands on the floor, but this is ridiclous. It actually printed perfectly after removing the dog hair. I was convinced I would need to go get new toner.
I want to find that lady at the rescue agency and stick all of Nova's hair to her car. The one that promised us he didn't shed.
I suppose in the end we have a beautiful little pooch that is super (over)protective over the family. And an adorable little mutt. So what if all electronics run at half speed or have overheating issues. At least my mate gets a few bucks from us to clean the machines. He is in desperate need of clients (money). And he does a solid job. I could do the work but I'd rather he do it because he has the experience and needs the cash.
And what a ramble.
Anyway if anyone out there is in Cape Town I have a good techie for you or just reach out to say hi.
So next week I am going for a series of electroconvulsive therapy. So I am going to voluntarily put my brain into seizure due to electric current being sent through said brain.
Can't say that I am not terrified by the idea. This is basically the last thing that can be done to get me out of my lovely treatment resistant depression.
I had to take all my jewellery out and replace them with plastic. All my beautiful greens, Blues and purples are now almost invisible plastic.
Has anyone had this treatment? Anything I need to know?
2/2 than not my days are "good" days. Days with or without suicidal ideation are how I keep track, and just two of the last 365 days had SI.
It's important to have support, so I hope you have that -- in family or friends or whatever. I didn't hide my treatments from anyone in my life -- this approach worked for me, but maybe is not for everybody.
I'm glad you shared! I'm always looking for people to share ECT stories with.
Just getting a couple of stories of affirmation really had made a difference to how I am feeling.
I do have a wonderful support structure so that always helps. And I don't hide my condition from anyone. Not that I could, my left arm looks like a chess board.
Thank you again for taking the time to reply. I really appreciate it a lot. Along with everyone else who has done so.
I see that God has decided to give me painful cramps in the bottom of my left foot.
I wonder if he has a little Voodoo doll of each of us and is like today Janice is 40 and he had little angel elves who go stick a pin in Janice's back.
I see the PC players are taking up all the space on the helldivers 2 servers. I think that's a little rude. Don't you have Xbox exclusives that you can play.