#intro#neuhier
🐘 Ich bin Lisa, meine #Pronomen sind sie/ihr/ihre.
🐘 Nach einem Burnout im letzten Sommer versuche ich gerade, eine Umschulung zu beginnen. #fami#bibliothek
🐘 Nach vielen Jahre glücklich Single bin ich jetzt glücklich in einer neuen Beziehung. #queerpride
🐘 Nach einem halbe Leben Abhängigkeit versuche ich gerade, mit zwei Substanzen aufzuhören. #Nichtraucherin#DietCokeAddiction
🐘 Ansonsten bin ich einfach sehr gespannt und freue mich auf Neues hier bei mastodon. :emoji_wink:
I'm in your timelines trying to bring some cuteness here because I too am scared, I too am freaking out with the rest of the rational-thinking, logical humans on this platform. But as someone who's already Black, TransFemme and just simply cannot conform no way no how I'm already aware of multiple tragedies. I'm already in the thick of it and I'm not naive about any of these horrors.
And it's mentally and emotionally torturous each and every time and it's a struggle and that's what the fa wants.
Therefore ...
I can only do what makes me happy, because my very existence is Resistance. And that's all I can do right now. Others who look like me died so that i must live. And I owe them all that. Every single one.
I must live.
I must smile. I must be Cute. Because It brings me joy. And It pisses off the fa. And if that's My Enough, if that's my battleground, so be it. It's not as noble as standing in front of a tank, or staring down an M16 with a daisy. But every smile in even the darkest of moments can push away the clouds for one day, and for many, many people who are in the same boat, that is enough. And I pray in my heart every day that I hope it serves. #ExistenceIsResistance#YouAreNotAlone#BlackTransPride#TransPride#QueerPride#QueerRights#TransRights#JoyInTheSmallThings