@Lucia@eldritch.cafe
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Lucia

@Lucia@eldritch.cafe

๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธAn Enigma. Feed me pls. Gray-A. Sewing noob. Schizoaffective, autistic, cptsd. Spoons chronically depleted. 44yo.

I talk mostly about mental health and illness, more specifically my own. Boosts and faves are never seen as negative to me.

๐Ÿ”ฅI'm fine, everything is fine๐Ÿ”ฅ

Iโ€™m not a foxgirl
Or a catgirl.
Iโ€™m a tall ass batgirl.

Also found here:

https://chaosfem.tw/@LongWoman for less mental health stuff.

#MentalHealth #Schizoaffective #MentalHealth #MentalIllness #Bipolar #Psychosis

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Lucia, to random
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Had a person reply to a week+ old post about a psychosis trigger by quoting something I said in the post, then basically saying all Americans are psychotic because of politics citing a wikipedia article out of context with what I was saying? Idk, I don't understand why they did that. Anyways. I went back to look at it and block the person and the post was gone, which is always weird because then I question if I actually saw it or not, which makes me feel like they are teying to fuck with mynhead. Their bio also said all us citizens are not real humans, ad if we are all psychotic monsters?

Fortunately I found the person, and they must have deleted the post because it's completely gone.

Lucia,
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The person with weird response to me was subpanel @ mstdn dot social. Anybody else get weird vibes from this account?

Lucia,
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@TheOtterDragon Fucking weird. I guess I feel better it's a bot. Glad I didn't reply to said bot.

Lucia, to random
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I have turned 45 today. I honestly don't super care about my birthday, but I feel some sort of cosmic obligation to at least acknowledge it. Today will literally be no different from any other day, other than my age number has ticked up by one.

Lucia, to random
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Got a "Happy Mother's Day" from my daughter ๐Ÿ’•

Lucia, to random
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If I were found mummified in an ancient tomb there would be jars of pickles everywhere.

Lucia, to random
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My phones flashback feature:

"Looks like you need a reminder of some traumatizing shit, so here you go!"

Like what the fuck even is a story with photos of me moving from safe and secure house to single wide to 28 foot camper trailer? And each move represents loss, stress, poor mental health, basically an ongoing living nightmare that never seems to stop.

No, I'm fine, there is obviously no trauma involved.

Lucia,
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@TheOtterDragon I love the stabby blob cat

Lucia,
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@TheOtterDragon Lol!

Lucia, to random
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A pickle is literally an embalmed cucumber. Little veggie corpses.

Lucia, to trans
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Can hear my cousins husband chatter with his little kids as they feed and water the pigs a ways off from my camper, through my open window. They all knew me as Deadname.

Anyways, the 6yo is telling dad about how Lucรญa showed them a garter snake and a blue tailed skink living under a board, and how I told them to look but don't try to catch the lizard because it will easily lose it's tail, and this leaves them vulnerable. I hear them all talking about Lucรญa and "she", and it's so nice that they are doing this even when I'm not around, not visible or visually within earshot.

Lucia,
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@TheOtterDragon I'm super happy they listened to me about not catching it. Lots of lizards don't drop their tail if you yell too loud (hyperbole), but this one does.

But yeah, adorable.

Lucia, to random
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Seriously, please CW your politics posts. Also please don't @ me about filters.

18+ Lucia, to random
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Hi, been a while since we have checked in on the feed with a pic, so I shall sow hopeful seeds of a shameless serotonin harvest.

Here are one Lucรญa and one shitty angle of a Kat-thulhu, getting ready to work on sewing an apron for my daughter. We shall see how far I get today. She is actually the most worthless helper of course.

Lucia,
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@TheOtterDragon ty ๐Ÿ’œ. The snakes are not super new, but also it's been a while since I've captured a photo of myself wearing them. That said, it IS possibly the last necklace I've bought in some time.

Lucia, to random
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I've considered myself gray ace for a while now, but also I feel like other ace folks look like horny sex goblins compared to me ๐Ÿ˜‚ And then allo folks? I must be so boring to everybody. I don't play flirt like all the other girls, and on top of that, I wouldn't know flirting if it slapped me in the mouth and screamed at me. Unless it is of course packaged and labeled. If in fact any human has ever flirted with me, I would clock it as, "Jeez, they sure are nice to me!"

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Lucia,
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@TheOtterDragon Yeah, I know allos don't do it all the time, just like aces do do it probably a normal amount. And I also realize it doesn't necessarily mean anything other than just a nice way people interact often for fun. It's like my brain is missing a component and and that part of me doesn't exist.

nyquildotorg, to random
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Which orientation on the new iPads has the Apple "right-side up"?

People have been telling me for years that the primary orientation of the iPad is landscape, but that Apple on the back has always suggested to me that that's just not true.

Lucia,
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@nyquildotorg My iPad is like 2 years old, not sure if this counts as new. But, one piece of evidence I offer for portrait mode is that pictures and videos actually look like you are looking into the camera. In landscape the camera is oriented in such a way you look like you are looking away and it's really awkward on video calls (sorry, brain not working, can't remember what video calls are called lol)

Lucia, to random
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Is there a way to make my cat stop sprinting out of the cat box across all surfaces in her path with her grimy litter feet to the opposite end of my home? NO, because you can't make a cat do shit.

Lucia, to random
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Does anyone remember what the inside of a library looks like? /j

Lucia, to random
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Surprisingly I feel like a cute bat today, so I shall preserve that sensation by NOT taking a selfie lol. Sure path to ruining the feels the way my brain is lately.

Lucia,
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@TheOtterDragon ๐Ÿ’œ

Lucia, to random
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Feeling the darkness starting to settle in. I hope I'm wrong, but I'm usually not.

Lucia, to random
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I don't understand how people love rhubarb so much. Cooked, it tastes like squishy nostalgia and desperation with a squeeze of lemon.

Lucia,
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@TheOtterDragon I used to love to munch fresh stalks for the tanginess and crunch.

Lucia, to random
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Tried to take selfie, felt ugly, then dropped phone in cat water. A sign

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