Feeling a bit haunted today. Been doing a lot of thinking about friendship and how I've historically been very fucking bad at maintaining them because I forget people are there if I'm not in regular physical contact with them. I know this is down to neurodiversity (and I am particularly bad at friends) but it's hard to not beat yourself up and worry you're upsetting people by being yourself #actuallyautistic
People tend to say the solution to this is making neurodiverse friends but even among them I'm bad at friendship maintenance. It's a shame I actually like being around people. It feels like a cruel trick. I'm good at hooking people but horrible at keeping them on the line #actuallyautistic
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