SabiLewSounds, 2 months ago (edited 2 months ago) As I pray for grace and understanding forced to be #vulnerable to just connect and have my needs met I'm in further danger This #trauma has left me wide open for more abuse, from people who seek power and ego from "helping" I end up caught up with #narcissistic bosses & therapist and blame myself for letting my guard down Then new friends and others come along and I'm ready to be defensive, afraid, distrusting I don't want a second chance I don't want to give one either I'm scared and alone
As I pray for grace and understanding forced to be #vulnerable to just connect and have my needs met I'm in further danger
This #trauma has left me wide open for more abuse, from people who seek power and ego from "helping"
I end up caught up with #narcissistic bosses & therapist and blame myself for letting my guard down
Then new friends and others come along and I'm ready to be defensive, afraid, distrusting
I don't want a second chance I don't want to give one either
I'm scared and alone