soweliniko

@soweliniko@shorks.gay

Autistic ADHD agender anarchist animal (and sometimes plant) (ΘΔ &). Hypnotist, rigger, musician, switchy kinky fuck, sometimes 18+.

expect talk about kink, shitposting, complaining, rhythm game nonsense, and my nerdy projects. Do not expect lewds, although they might occasionally happen.

lover of latex, hater of LaTeX

please have a bio, pronouns and some posts if you want to follow.

boundaries: virtual touch (hugs, pets etc) is comfy, being playfully flirty is fun, do not make sexual advances.

minors: you are free to interact with my non-adult posts, do not interact with my kinky posts or adult posts.

totally vanilla partner and not a mistress to @alyx
owner of myself

banner art by https://mirageisland.nl/users/prinsje

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soweliniko, to random

fuck "plain text", it sucks, it's not actually a format, it's impossible to fucking work with consistently, unix got it wrong

sqlite files should be the standard form of data storage and transmission on computers

soweliniko, to random

The ticket gate that transes your gender

soweliniko, to random

me as a small kid, having difficulty getting used to the fact that said is spelled SAID, not SED

me learning stenography: said is spelled SED

puppygirlhornypost, to random
@puppygirlhornypost@transfem.social avatar

I fucking hate fandom and what it has turned into

soweliniko,

@puppygirlhornypost would you like an unsolicited browser extension suggestion for a way to deal with fandom wikis bettere than "just use an adblocker"

soweliniko, to random

trying to decide if I even bother to go to pride
like, this is the queer thing in my city, the one big queer thing in my city
but they are clearly like, not pride the way I think pride should be. they're very proud of being "family-friendly" (code for anti-kink) and accept sponsorships from companies actively involved in extremely fucked up shit

I feel like I should be protesting against pride being run by such an organisation...

soweliniko, to random

apparently the aurora might be happening tonight too

so I didn't miss it!

soweliniko, to random

kulupu Fedi o suno pona!

today has been weirded already by losing my ebook reader last night and now my one mission today is to find it

soweliniko,

I found it
now what to do with the rest of my day...

soweliniko, to random

clarified the terms of interaction for minors with my posts

non-adult interaction with my non-adult posts is fine, do not interact with my adult/kinky posts.

Also, a reminder that while I CW any explicit content and any photos that you might not want to see openly in public (eg, fully clothed rope pics), I still won't CW discussion of kink in the abstract, or posts relating to kink that are not in themselves kinky (such as discussion of hypnosis, rope etc in a not explicitly kinky way), because I refuse to CW a core part of my identity.

I believe that just because I'm an open kinkster I shouldn't be barred from being able to interact with minors on terms that are appropriate for minors, and the same goes the other way.

(if anybody thinks this is like, not something that works, let me know)

soweliniko, to random

worst commit message ever

soweliniko, to random

I find it kinda weird how folks can have a main account and an nsfw alt
am I really fucking strange in that I see that shit as so much part of who I am that I couldn't seperate it?

soweliniko, to random

why is it that the best fidget toy ever designed happens to have enough of a resemblance to an illegal weapon that you can't use it outside :(

soweliniko, to random

the doctors, somehow: yeah we think you have autism but nothing else going on
all of my ADHD friends: yeah you are the most obviously ADHD being we have ever seen
my OCD friends when I describe my feelings on some stuff: yeah that sounds like OCD

soweliniko, to random

it is once again time for nico considers trying to get an adhd diagnosis but then gives up because of how ADHD unfriendly the ADHD diagnosis process is

soweliniko, to random

are oldschool graphics chips a thing? like, I want a chip that I can hook up to a pi pico or whatever, hook up to an LCD panel of some kind, and get an 80col text mode

soweliniko, to random

is it really smut if it doesn't have deeply disturbing plot twists and psychoanalysis of the characters?

soweliniko,

is it really smut if it doesn't make you feel a little shame for enjoying it?

soweliniko,

is it really smut if it doesn't have better fantasy worldbuilding than 99% of YA novels?

soweliniko, to random

guess who just dropped a silly amount of money on a collar (I feel like it's worth it, this is something I will be wearing every day and that's super meaningful to me)

soweliniko, to random

once again deeply wanting one of those dog beds that are big enough for me

soweliniko,

don't have the space for one tho :( unless I got rid of my human style bed lol

soweliniko, to random

I am starting to form a dislike for "mindfulness"
not the practice of meditation, which I find very helpful and think is positive. But "mindfulness". The industry of it. "mindfulness" is what your boss schedules into the work day as a way to claim they are supporting you and not exploiting you. "mindfulness" is what the overworked nurse tells you to do because the health system is fucked and you can't afford therapy. "mindfulness" is sold in apps with monthly subscriptions that are designed to make you believe that they are helping you more than they are, to turn a profit.

Fuck "mindfulness". You do not need any of that shit. Just meditate.
take some time in your day. breathe deeply, focus on your breathing, a mantra, or anything else. notice thoughts as they happen, let them pass as you return to your focus. You can also try self hypnosis, if you want to take things a step further. Don't do "mindfulness". just meditate.

soweliniko, to random

hmmm

therian delta tattoo

​:neocat_think:​

soweliniko,

like I would totally do it but idk where and I don't want to end up with that tattoo in case something bad ends up getting associated with the symbol (I worry this with all symbols that aren't almost totally generic like a spiral, or like, a sigil I made up)

soweliniko,
soweliniko,

@mrsbeanbag oh yeah that's always gonna be a thing
it's fringe enough I don't really mind, spirals have way more meanings for me personally and for most people that somebody isn't gonna see a spiral tattoo and think I believe whack conspiracies

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