kohelet, 26 days ago

may not be the best timing, as it is Independents Day Eve, but what can I do.

I just wanna be with myself. play drums or guitar, listen to music, or do nothing important at all.

Not in my mood is to meet people I don't know, aren't my age, and engage in (small) talks which I find no interest in at all, and only discomfort.

kohelet, 26 days ago

I'm just starting to realize that I have friends. I think.
and it's actually fun with them.

There's actually people with similar interests like I do that I can talk to, and it'll be just so all right!
they're my age, no annoying small talks, talking about things that interest us.

Why do I need to bother with all my mom's friends.
they're all 60 yo+. we've got nothing to talk about.