Not just to grow my own but also to inspire others to find their own source of light within
We sometimes hide deep inside the darkness, some of us hope to be swallowed up by it as we fight ideas or sort if brainwashed narratives that we own as our "identity"
Some of mine are narratives against my intelligence and aptitude
Some of mine are narratives to control, suppress or undermine my sexuality and sensuality
Some of mine are narratives that snub out my life, heart, spirit and whole self
Sometimes the narratives start winning and I want to give up, most of this week I wanted to give up as I had emotional flashbacks that caused an emotional blackout and I woke up facing my largest demon
I had a tiny light inside me that seemed delusional, childish, detached from reality but it was truth and warmth
Please, even if it's hard, stay with us - you're not alone in this darkness and pain, fight even if the fight is just resting
To those who have held my hand through this despair my deepest most sincere gratitude I wish I had the words for how your light and voice have built me up and shown me truth
You're beautiful even if it feels difficult or like a lie
💚🐇
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